Exhaustion kicks in

During the past 3 weeks my life pattern was spoiled by so many things.
Before I slept at least 11’o clock then woke up 5’o clock. Just like an early bird.
Then everyday I enjoyed jogging with my roommate.
However, after I returned from korea, I suffered from heavy schooling , homework , relationship with someone and my boyfriend in korea…etc,. I have been bothered with the feeling that something is wrong nevertheless I don’t know what it is exactly.
So I tried to have counseling with my guardian about my latest issues in life. We were able to identify some causes of my stress. The biggest one is the time I spend calling my boyfriend over the phone everyday. He lives in korea and the long distance thing is killing me. Naturally we don’t have enough time to talk with each other that is why I spend lots of time calling him. It usually takes about 1 to 2 hours. Oh ~ no!!!
Although I love my boyfriend so much I need self-control and I can have this by praying to God at this point in time. I have a responsibility to develop my life. For that reason I will control my desire to listen and talk with my boyfriend from today. If I behave like that I can sleep at 11’o clock like before. Then I will start to jog in the early morning. Then my life pattern will return to normal. I will always remind myself that my parents work hard and care about me. To repay their favors I must study hard in this place though the situation is so difficult for me until now. Let’s go forward Darin !!