Like a small child…

The more my mind and thinking is growing up and deep, the more I feel that I want to go back to small child who can be happy with only small candy. I wanna go back to childhood. At that time I cried just about died small chick that I raised up. But… now? Hm… maybe not… as time goes by I felt my sentiment is becoming dull. I can’t shed tears if it beyonds not really serious thing. Even I couldn’t become aware about that before but yesterday I heard about something cute story from whom………..secret!!!!
I cannot stopped to smiling with my close friend’s story.
From 1 weeks ago he raised up 2 hamsters. He raised them with his utmost sincerity. But from 4days ago he found out that the male hamster became smaller and thinner than the other one. By that time he didn’t realize that it is becoming dying. Then yesterday the weak one dead when he came back home after his working, he thought it was already dead. So he didn’t touch that anymore. Yet he tried to lift it to bury it after few minute. Then he felt that hamster’s heart was beating still then. So he felt really sorry about his hamster what he hesitated to touch it. And then, suddenly it held his finger softly at the same time it’s heart beating was stopped. Then in his eyes, tears were dropping. If you guys was he, were you cry for small mouse? Maybe not…
Outwardly he looks so strong and sharp but inwardly he is really warm and has tender nature. I was touched by his diary. If I was he, even I didn’t try to touch it. Through him yesterday I reconsider about my dried susceptibility. I want to have a pure sensibility likewise the child. I don’t want to be adult who is an icy person. I hope that although my outward becoming old more and more, I will not lose my pure mind even just like this moment.

Listener

In the class we talked about listening.
To be a good listener we should do at least 5 things. These are : receiving, understanding, evaluating, remembering, and responding.
I think though I am not a good speaker but good listener.
Whenever I listen about something from my friends or somebody, I understand their situation, position first. Then naturally I agree and understand them with respond, like nodding the head or exclamation. And I can evaluate something to them. So roughly my friends like to talk about their problem to me. Although I’m can not say that I am a perfect listener but I try to be a good listener to other. Sdjtjo I hope that become a listener with ceaseless efforts , I will aid to them.

Is it good ....?

Last weekend, I went Manila with my friend. There, I passed by a begger who had no legs. He wanted to get some monet from passengers but since I had no money, I couldn’t give him some. I didn’t feel good and it weighed on my mind. But when I met an old disabled woman on the bridge, I gave her some money and I wa proud of myself. Om my opinion, we should give money to beggars.

Firstly, disabled beggars can’t seek their job easily. They are physically or psychologically handicapped and there are many common people waiting to get jobs. It is hard for them to earn money. Plus, if a handicapped person has no relatives of family to support him and he can’t make his money, what would happen to him? He probably has no choice but to beg for a living. They don’t want to beg but they should do it to survivie. Will, some of tou can say “ But they can fo to an institution for the handicapped.”sadly, there aren’t that many institutions to handle all disabled people.

Secondly, there are beggars who have no problem with their body. But, I think we should help them too. Many people may think they should earn their money. Of one has the ability to work bu has no more money, he can’t work. To get a job, it is food to wear neat clothes and also, it is essential to eat something since one need power to work. They need money to do all thing.

Thirdly, we can give back our wealth to our society by helping beggars. Basically, society is important for us to earn money. Society buys our labor or products and that gives us money. So it is nice to give one’s money to somebody who needs help. We can give some money to the charities or they can just give them to beggars.

These are some reasons why I think we should help beggers. We should give some money to beggers to restore our wealth, to help them since it is the only thing they can do. Giving them money is good but as far as I can see, It would be better to give them jobs.

Learnig from friends

Throughout my life, I learned many things from people around me such as family and friends. I discovered that there were many sililarities between these two parties. However, there are also differences. Even though lessons from both sides are valuable, I consider lessons from friends are more important that from family.

Whereas I do not have much to talk about with my familt even if I see them every day, with friends I can talk about everything such as my troubles, study, feelings, and money problems. Through the conversation,m my stress is relieved, and my mind becomes clearer. When I was a middle school student in korea, my best friend helped me a lot during school days, and I also helped her. She gave me some advices like “Studying is fighting with yourself” so that I could study harder.

Furthermore, my friends have taught me how to relate with people and make social relationships. These skills are necessary for the rest of your life. By interacting with friends I gradually learned how to be a good friend to others. I still use the skills I learned to create social relationships or make friends. As a result, I am not scared of people, and I am always confident and comfortable at meeting people.

I believe that friends teach us most important things because the lessons fom friends will last forever. They have given me confidence

What is a success in life?

I think creativity is the most important quality to making a person a success in life. There could be many kinds of answers to the question, ‘what is a success in life?’, but I think the success Is to become an important person in society by making a brilliant achievement in their field.

For example, Kun-hee Lee, the chairman of Samsung Electronics, first proposed to place ‘send’, ‘clear’, and ‘end’ buttons at the upper part of the mobile phone. At that time those buttons were placed below the number keypads. Many engineers first thought he was just joking, but he explained why those buttons must go up. He said that most people use thumbs when handling mobile phones and when ‘send’ and ‘end’ buttons are at the bottom, it is fairly inconvenient to press those buttons. Then the engineers developed mobile phones which have ‘send’, clear’, and ‘end’ buttons at the upper size of mobile phone and this became a new standard of manufacturing mobile phones from that time. Needless to say this contributed in sales increase and made his company become one of the top companies in mobile phone industry.
Importance of creativity doesn’t limit in industry. Incases of sports, especially soccer, players those who play with creativity success in the league. When Hiddink, the coach of Korea national soccer team in world cup 2002, first came to Korea, he said many Korean players lack creativity when on the ground. With the players whom he thought were creative, the team advanced to semi-finals in the World cup 2002 which made a new epoch in history of Korean sport.

Of course many efforts should be accompanied with creativity, but when we look at those who already succeeded; It is easy to find that creativeness was at the basis of their success. Success comes from changing the way to look at the world and this is what many people already know by many instances in the history.
Let’s change our antique thinking first !

If i had only a few months to live...

There is a saying "The time you wasted today is the tomorrow of someone who was dying yesterday and was praying for another day of life."
This means the importance of the management of time. Most poeple may think they wasted too much time as soon as they hear that they will not live longer. If my doctor told me that i had only a few months, to live, i would first make a schedule for the rest of my life.

Often, i make a plan when i take an exam because i can use my time more effectively. if i do not make any plans, most of cases i cannot manage my time well. i will be very gloomy and depressed when i gear doctor's saying, so i need to enjoy the rest of the time. in that case, the time management is the most vital thing for me. That will give me a peace of mind for the rest of my life.

Secondly, i will pull my thoughts together. I want to give my belongings to my friends to let them remember me forever. Also I will say good bye one by one to make a unique recollection of me. By writing letters to my best friends, I will clear misunderstandings. I believe I should be remembered s a dependable friend. Whatever the person was like, I will remember them as a valuable remembrance.

In conclusion, If my doctor told me like that, I will make a plan for the rest of my life and finish my last days. Although it will not be easy, I want to do it during my last days and I think that is the way to live a good life.

I am Sam

Love is all you need...

I watched it in the movie theater before. It became Nae Rin Ji one truth which it will close me lis it remained too much in inside and talk of the woman for it erased and support it was not.

Also beetles's music was making a motion picture more softly. The plot which this motion picture is principal father spring from the social welfare tube and the daughter where the intelligence is young lowly lwu not to be able to raise a poem and decision to be able to go down and stand in order not to be able to meet with each other, it is.

Though the spring gets peeled off and intelligence it is low but the function which loves the daughter the place... The different people do not understand like that spring. The one side father spring compares intelligence the low-end place and the young daughter lwu the poem goes over in 7 flesh intelligence and if U lun it is and it is.

Spring lwu from the hazard which does not have taken away a poem lawyer nautical mile sun with it writes the child together eagerly from the law but it is strenuous. It sees this motion picture and the tantalizing point has two but it appeared. Low I lwu grudge a poem and the place dad whom it loves the intelligence falls is low with reason it cannot raise the daughter it does and also low me lwu poem and spring and the place spring which is living lwu petty compared to wants being with a poem nearly, lwu the town the director it comes in the neighborhood which is living, lwu the poem to the hazard night which sees like that dad comes secretly at the house of spring. Truth lwu the town it boils and and Oh the place where there is that spring it adopts why and the spring Rang knows the reason which it drops well but it stands but there is not it will not be able to understand...

It is like that but the spring after Ul E wins from the law and lwu it brings with a poem but... this motion picture the whole this is sad anyhow and petty it is same the smooth and flat thing. If and it is sad and from the beetle cu the music motion picture and sadly it appears to be remaining appear yet in memory digesting softly...

What is "Ul Jjang"?

Definition

Korean word, “Ul Jjang”

This is a coined word among the teenagers in Korea lately.
Nowadays, in korea abbreviating is popular to us.
“Ul Jjang”means, appearance is admirable. In here, “ul” is the abbreviate word of “ul gul”, the face in English. Then “Jjang” means awesome, perfect and wonderful.
From this word, we have “Dance Jjang, singing Jjang, Body shape Jjang…etc,.”
It indicates that nowadays Korean regard outward is important.
Like a syndrome, it became more spread into our life style.
Even in entertainment company, according to that syndrome, once they enroll the star. They let the star plastic operation basically. Not like before they regard talent or ability of entertainment is the most important thing but now they accounted outward than the abilities or talents. As a result we cannot find who didn’t take the plastic operation anymore. It take the seriously big and terrible problem to teenagers.

My Soulmate

=> She is my friend ^_^

Now I’m on the way from the Manila airport. I bring my lap top to escort my friend who will go back to korea. Today… one of my high school friend, roommate, best friend, Yung ju went back to korea. She came here this march to learn English with me. In here, as a foreigner student, I feel so lonely and need some close friend to talk what deep story is in my mind. So I really thank you to God for sending her to me. With her But today, she went to back to korea for the vacation. Though she will come back after 2weeks, I miss her already. Without Paul and Me whom De lasalle students, everybody will go to Singapore for the vacation 1week. Oh, my gosh ~ Without them I will study hard alone…maybe? Hehehe~ Now winter is approached quickly in korea. Takes care my friend.^_^ Don’t forget to bring Noodles and chocolate!!! I miss you~ bye ~

hehehe

hm...

Look at them. Their body shape is similar to me.
just kidding ~

From today i will go on a diet!

Now it's time to do it again...

Because after 2 month, somebody who really important to me will visit here. hehehe

So i will not eat heavy meals anymore and also don't eat dinner with do exercise and YOGA!!

I found out somebody who became really thin and get sexy body shape.

Ha ~ I can do that either ,right?

I will show you guys that my changed figure after 1 month.

Also i'm cannot forget about study hard!!!!

Go jess! You can do that *_*

One man who has a mind and knows it can always beat ten men who haven't and don't.

Letter from...

Two days ago , I received the mail from my father.
He told me to study hard and take care of myself or something like that.
He gave me a list of how to develop myself effectively.
I agreed with what he said. Though they are little things I haven’t done them many times.
From now on I will practice that.
First, I should make a goal for every week and month.
Second, I should travel as many times as possible.
Third, I should engage in meaningful conversation with various groups of people, talking about a variety of issues and topics pertinent to my course..
Forth, I should become close friends with magazines and newspapers..
Fifth, I should make it a point to establish relationships with people who are authorities in their fields.
Sixth, I should make a piggy bank then write down what I want to have and do and then save money for those projects.
Seventh, I should challenge myself to make special food for others.
Eighth, I should make friends with those who are younger than me.
Ninth, I should keep a diary and make it a point to write down at least one sentence per day.
Tenth, I should do something new that I haven’t tried yet.
Eleventh, I should never forget nor lose sight of my real purpose in life.
Twelfth, I should reduce my television watching.
Thirteenth, I should make a list of the things which I am hesitant to do then decide whether I have to do them or not.
Classmates! Let’s practice these things. These tips will be helpful in developing us so that we can reach our full potential!

Exhaustion kicks in

During the past 3 weeks my life pattern was spoiled by so many things.
Before I slept at least 11’o clock then woke up 5’o clock. Just like an early bird.
Then everyday I enjoyed jogging with my roommate.
However, after I returned from korea, I suffered from heavy schooling , homework , relationship with someone and my boyfriend in korea…etc,. I have been bothered with the feeling that something is wrong nevertheless I don’t know what it is exactly.
So I tried to have counseling with my guardian about my latest issues in life. We were able to identify some causes of my stress. The biggest one is the time I spend calling my boyfriend over the phone everyday. He lives in korea and the long distance thing is killing me. Naturally we don’t have enough time to talk with each other that is why I spend lots of time calling him. It usually takes about 1 to 2 hours. Oh ~ no!!!
Although I love my boyfriend so much I need self-control and I can have this by praying to God at this point in time. I have a responsibility to develop my life. For that reason I will control my desire to listen and talk with my boyfriend from today. If I behave like that I can sleep at 11’o clock like before. Then I will start to jog in the early morning. Then my life pattern will return to normal. I will always remind myself that my parents work hard and care about me. To repay their favors I must study hard in this place though the situation is so difficult for me until now. Let’s go forward Darin !!

Journal 4 (2nd week)

Yesterday was the day!
Finally We have moved out from Puting Kahoy in Silang Cavite to San Jose village III.
Before to us, our house was too big to live. And little bit far from our school.
So I had hard time to go and back to school by school service. Anyway, from now on I can go home easily and also I can eat lunch at home immediately and I can jogging around my house whenever I want and I can go Paseo anytime. Whenever I imagine about that I really, sincerely want to move out. But today through process of moving into a new house our stuffs and furniture, I feel awfully sorry for what I have imagine.
Garbage and everything was almost killing me. At the right time our 2 helpers stopped working from today. So altogether we did do that until night time. As usual we had normal classes so we attended all classes then between the rest time and lunch time we kept at work without letup. Though I felt little bit tired, together with other people, I could do that continually. Until 9p.m we worked then finally we finished that. Actually compare with old house, this house is smaller than before. But I felt cozy and comfortable. It satisfies me. On the one hand, to everyone whose worked hard, today was the really laborious and hard , on the other hand today gave to us overflowing joy.

Journal 3 (2nd week)

Korean Movie ( Cube Sugar)

Movie lump screened with title which is our country first horse racing movie. Thank you for running together sweetish memory, world that occur you, I introduce my friend Cheon dun gi that is unique in the world. If run with him the world was mine as la talks main copy movie horse racing assistant and speech's vice headmaster green work be. Plot of movie is as following.

Sieun that live with father ranching in Cheju Island. Jangguni that she is a horse which mother which already become that society rides like real mother and always hover like shadow. So, time passes, generals leaves and Cheondungi that general is a son is been born. However, Sieun's father tries to euthanize Cheondungi if can not grow properly without mother when Jangguni that lay Cheondungi and is a mother has died. However, thunder escapes euthanasia in Sieun's reverse and Sieun Cheondungi from the first to family, younger brother think. Specially, because affection about speech Cheondungi that lose mother as soon as born is especial than someone two. Also, because oneself grew alone without mother, thunder was existence like own other self to her. Sieun undergoes rider examination clandestinely. However, is taken to father because of notice that come by post, and angry father regrets Cheondungi to the market. So, is separated with Cheondungi. Sieun is finalliedbreaks father's stubbornness and enters rider school. 2 Years pass, live in Gwacheon and Sieun that develop woman rider's dream is been opposite with Cheondungi by fate in accidental place and two recognizes each other and meet again thrillingly. Was threading the city by horse for public information of knight who is sold thunder here and there. Hereupon, Sieun decides to raise Cheondungi by yam for race and thunder recovers ability as racehorse gradually by Sieun's especial map and two is participated together horse racing contest. However, truth that Cheondungi is bad evilwhen inside Sieun is grand prix contest and what and is not budging running out to the field just before Cheondungi has an operation although try to do so that may do Cheondungi from surgical operation and stands silently thisBoda,bodathat Sieun two fellows be short ofwant tois la and is thought and does not win hereupon and finally hold last game after finally, Sieun and thunder enter to first thunder death meet. Sieun that could run to a world finish if it is with Cheondungi. Thunder that want to accomplish together her dream . These make whistle of once also in last Kyongju that number ten thousand spectators watch and so decorate last.

It is reminiscence that is not family deepest regret that two movies taking a serious view. Horse and human mutual understanding feels to different friendship and as long as lose emotion story. Two movies that pick up tear so. That that emotional delivery is clear than that emotion that is life force which seem to run naturally rather than production power dark artificial feeling is strong emotion is Yeotbo coarse set, two movies seem to take fair debt to a speech by it. True love of Sieuni and thunder is that is radiated more and more in this circumstance. Two movies dramatic structure can be extremely obvious structure in fact but it is because is being opposite with actuality such as inexorable thorn cushion that their this warm talk is never situating comfortably within animation to display still appeal despite can expect enough how contents are also spread forward. Automatic horses and vehicles nyang that horse runs well just in horse racing realize and actuality that is forced that riders sacrifice personal many things in inexorable victory or defeat is situating. A personan animal that handle to goods of course, is also not situated in honest relation a person and a person in front of victory or defeat that money comes and go. Sieuni and thunder that depend on by belief which turn each other in this circumstance relation so much chest as is heavy approach, anddo not approach so much impatiently. Our life and associated a lot of animals seldom forget easily the leading motive if meet once master. Is apt to live belief and love about the master report in heart. Even if they are abandoned sometime, they may not forget even if even if we may forget them easily. However, we have a lot of occasions that use genuine affection about human of these animals really nastily. When try to get every profit that regrates them using genuine affection of animals, or sees image of humans who treat blameless animals with no definite idea implacably at times, when enter, there are a lot of ideas that is shading as human does not becoming to human very. Sieuni and thunder that harden relation as is sincere by constant affection until the end moment in terms of dolovein more chest Wadatneun Deut want. Of course, finally, had lost Cheondungi that oneself loves, but thunder may speak that lived happy life than someone because oneself differed fate on the happy moment if speak authoritatively.