
The more my mind and thinking is growing up and deep, the more I feel that I want to go back to small child who can be happy with only small candy. I wanna go back to childhood. At that time I cried just about died small chick that I raised up. But… now? Hm… maybe not… as time goes by I felt my sentiment is becoming dull. I can’t shed tears if it beyonds not really serious thing. Even I couldn’t become aware about that before but yesterday I heard about something cute story from whom………..secret!!!!
I cannot stopped to smiling with my close friend’s story.
From 1 weeks ago he raised up 2 hamsters. He raised them with his utmost sincerity. But from 4days ago he found out that the male hamster became smaller and thinner than the other one. By that time he didn’t realize that it is becoming dying. Then yesterday the weak one dead when he came back home after his working, he thought it was already dead. So he didn’t touch that anymore. Yet he tried to lift it to bury it after few minute. Then he felt that hamster’s heart was beating still then. So he felt really sorry about his hamster what he hesitated to touch it. And then, suddenly it held his finger softly at the same time it’s heart beating was stopped. Then in his eyes, tears were dropping. If you guys was he, were you cry for small mouse? Maybe not…
Outwardly he looks so strong and sharp but inwardly he is really warm and has tender nature. I was touched by his diary. If I was he, even I didn’t try to touch it. Through him yesterday I reconsider about my dried susceptibility. I want to have a pure sensibility likewise the child. I don’t want to be adult who is an icy person. I hope that although my outward becoming old more and more, I will not lose my pure mind even just like this moment.